Well, I obey You, Lord.

It is a night, where I told myself it is enough to get angry with the Lord.
Maybe some will feel weird, why am I angry of Him?
Perhaps, my anger burnt when things aren't go smooth like what i expected it to be. Things happening around is not within my control and even are out of blues!
I admit, I suffer a lot in these days, avoiding myself to say "well, i obey."

I think tonight is the timing, where I find Him myself. And I told my dear Lord, "Well, I obey You, Lord. No matter what is going on... I gamble my life in Your Hand, and I will never regret~"

Then, I read Bible. My sight come into Isaiah 55.
These are the sentences that hit me! I realize, He is Real, and He is There! Amen...

" Seek the Lord while he may be found; call on him while he is near."

" For my thoughts are not your (Kelly) thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the Lord.
" As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts."

" So is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it."

Thus, I conclude, I will be led forth in peace...
And I say, I will obey...